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What was I thinking when I suggested that idea??
Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall. Usually the last of the Seasons and Time for everything to be winding down. But it has been suggested to me, that the Fall, instead of the "going dormant" season, is the Harvest season. Celebrations come with the Harvest. It is not the bright renewal of Spring, but it can be a time for new things in my life. A renaissance time: as responsibilities are let go, time opens for different ideas, new people, daring to think new ways about old ideas. My values are changing and my emotional responses are more balanced. There are fewer people I would go out of my way for, and fewer things that really make me angry. I will always speak for justice, for love and compassion; the homeless on the streets will always be a burden on my heart. There is no longer the need, in me, to serve on committees, and have a "voice in matters of importance". I really don't want to work that hard, but I will pray for justice and healthcare for everyone. I will vote to support those who appear to hold those values. As I became later middle-aged I noticed that I became invisible to younger people, now that i am actually old, I've disappeared entirely. My wardrobe is not even noticed, and my hair color is the perfect disguise for having a working brain. Now I am fee to nap in the afternoon if I choose with no deadlines being thrown off. I can take classes with no concern about picking someone up or being on time. I can start learning to paint without fear of doing it "right". And buy all the colors that I want and really good brushes! The losses ahead of me will be no more painful than those behind. I know I stood back up after big blows and will be stronger when another comes. I am grateful for old friends who support me as I journey, and I want to be a caring friend to y'all also. --donna
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